New Years

Christmas Day, I won't celebrate I don't wanna talk, there's nothing to say On New Year's, I just sleep all the way I missed counting down, those seconds away We're starting in the same old way You run away, I won't ever change I'll be hysterical as I say, "How long can we stay?" I was just trying to say, but I died Every minute passed today And I've drowned myself in gray Tried to seem you were unbeatable They were praying on your fool Tonight everybody is loud They're all running home, don't leave anybody alone but you did So I take myself back to New Year's Eve The night it was cold, we had met And they said I should write you a letter I just don't know how to put into words what I only have none Could've feel better, I just don't know how To make it seem like I didn't try Every minute passed today Not to drown myself in gray And you did seem so unbeatable They were praying on your fool