Scary Beautiful

I'm swimming for the shore, tryna stay afloat I'm sinking in the ocean, there's no water I'm tryna feel my lungs, it's hard, but I go on When I cannot feel emotion any longer The walls are screaming, get out of this bed But a million voices screaming in my head Telling me to stay down, but instead I won't let, I won't listen to the venom that you spread 'Cause I know That the road can be so scary beautiful Scary on my own Scary beautiful Scary beautiful Scary beautiful Fields of daffodils, color of the hills On the other side of the window, was I scared of? So I'm heading for the door, forgetting what I saw 'Cause the other side of the mountain is what I long for? The walls are screaming, get out of this bed But a million voices screaming in my head Telling me to stay down, but instead I won't let, I won't fall into the darkness that you spread 'Cause I know The world can be so scary beautiful Scary on my own Scary beautiful Scary beautiful Scary beautiful I'm writing my own lines, reading all the signs Dancing with a shadow for the rest of my life Life was so confined, stood on the sidelines Sleeping with the enemy for the rest of my life 'Cause I know The world can be so scary beautiful Scary on my own Scary beautiful Scary beautiful Scary beautiful